Panicking

I am just kind of putting things on hold these days as far as the Conga 2.. I realize it is only 6 months away, but the last one happened so fast, in like two months, my head was exploding, as well as everyone else's was. So I thought start early. Well now, I am not sure that is such a good idea as we keep changing our minds as to the route, how long it will take, who is riding, what the weather is going to be like, do I have enough time for insurance, can I hook up with the Canucks Chicks Conga, there is just so much damn many things to think about. I am trying to tell my self, just relax... ya right, I am leaving for Mexico in 17 days, which means, no time to relax.
I need to pack a bag, a box, a cart, something. It was all different when I was just going to Hudson to Ride Like a Pro, but now it has all changed. I am going to Ride Like a Pro and off across America I go, again.
This time, I need to become a little more prepared.. Like clothing, riding gear so, no no one has to send it to me. So I don't have to spend money!! Simple reason, I don't have any, even though people think I am stinking rich, because of the life style I have chosen. Simple really.. the only thing that really matters is the ride, riding, riding like a pro, taking what I have learned and just doing it. Bringing people in all over the country that are willing to do the Conga and go for a little tour, meeting some people along the way, riding for a state or two, a mile or two. Meeting a friend or two. You see, I have decided, that nothing is really all that important anymore. Friends and family, yes, of course they are.. HUGE..
Most think it is their home, cars, decor, clothing, bank account, you know, material things. Material things to me, are my bike, my man, my family, my friends. As long as they are all taken care of, who the hell cares what color my curtains are, or if my couch matches. Yes, I have been there done that, and possibly may do it again... I doubt it though.
Here I go off rambling again. sometimes, I feel like closing the blog, because of that, but that is me, and I have decided for some unknown reason to share it with you all. I think, I ramble, I do, and I don't, I care and I don't care.
The part that scares me really is that I do share my life with you and then I am criticized. Sometimes, I really just feel like making this a private blog, for those that do care, and that I can block for those that don't care. But, whatever... Enough said, I guess, I care, and I don't care!! Ha.. make any sense??? nope, well, that will be me!
So anyways back to the 19 days I have left to sort it all out. What I do know, is... I have a bike, shall I say..we have a bike, as my man, has decided, to just Go with the Flo and join me. Not in the ride across America, but in my adventures, to Ride Like a Pro where ever I go... omg, not another one of those things, that will drive people crazy.